Is it really solve? Cross my finger and I hope so!

The mess I have creating have seems to have found it's own way out.I was given other chance to make up for it, and my deadline is 6 July'05.. Better get on with it or I miss my chance again.

I am out of drive. There is no drive in me to do anything and I kind of lost and don't know what to do. I am certainly that I don't need a partner. In fact a few weeks ago someone eventually ask me to be attached with him. But sadly to say I got no feelings for him. He is a very nice guy, but I hardly know him and I guess he is rushing things too fast.Anyway all the best to him.

I wish for the exam and school assements to finish quickly, coz in a way or rather it is creating a lot of problems for me.Health is one of the it. Getting very little execise. Miss my the jogging and blading trip a lot..

Miserable..

I am feeling very miserable right now.. All I wish now is to quickly finish up my course and get on with life.. And just like the song by corrine may .. I can be free .. I can be free from this place.. Break this chain .. Break this chain..

To be or not to be..

To be or not to be.. That is the question that constally bugging a person life and mind. Things in many way can be as simple as it can be. But most of the time, human makes things more complicated. We are a living thing, a thing that keep on changing with life and is always doing things that is unexpectally. Hence at many times, plans that involve humans got to be changed at all times. But are we really willing to change.. Or are we simply just too comfortable with our current environment that simply dont want to change...life is full of unexpected moments are we ready to accept it? ...

What the heck?!

Getting rather frusted with myself. Feeling very down and grouchy.Hate things around me and myself as well. I have put myself in such a huge mess that I don't really know how to fixed it. Just hoped that everything will turns out smoothly and well.. So I will need you gals to help me pray for me..

When for the Mass Signing trainings organised by the Association of Deaf last sat 11 June. Had a lots of fun, and will need to attand one more session on this coming Sat 18 June.Will need to attand the reharsel on the 30 July. But after all the stuff ended, I felt terribly lonely and lost.. Argghhh.. Get on with your life!

Looking forward to meet Baby Tricia on this coming Sun...googh...

Scooter anniversary

Enjoyed myself when I went for the scooter anniversary on sat.Thanks Gald for sending me there. It has being a while since I have met anthony and his wife too and their six month old baby girl.Enjoyed playing with the baby, she is such a darling. I remembered the last time I met them, the baby was not born yet.. I guess the only thing that put me of a little bit was the part whereby people was asking me where was mambo.. It is the kind of moment whereby one wish to find a place to hide themselves. I was gald to meet one new female member as well as she is not very tall but she had all the determination to get her licence. She is definutely my inspiration to get my licence.