Ernest is 3mth today

How times flies, Ernest is 3 month today. Being a 3 month baby, I have to say that he is the most chatty baby i ever seen. He loves to coo and makes high pitch sound when we talks to him. He would try to attract people attention when being left alone for too long. Once he got the attention he wants,he would smile and coo to you.. He sure is my darling baby..

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Baby Ernest is 1 week old today!

Times flies very quickly, Ernest is 1 week old today. Looking at the past 7 days, I am still trying to adjust myself to be a mum. I was supposed to be due next month. But my blood pressure was high hence my gyn made the decision of making me giving birth quickly. It was a rather drama setting then. 24 april was the day I was supposed to see my gyn. I went on my own for the appointment as Alvin was supposed to prepare for some big demo. Took the usual checks as in checking my blood pressure as well as checking my urine. The nurse found that I had took much protein in my urine, and that my blood pressure was high. I was a rather worry by the news then, plus I was having some bad giddy and the veins in my eye area broke causing my eye looking like a rabbit.. I was quickly put into the delivery ward after my gyn found out that my pressure is high and my dilution was 2cm. I was feeling rather lost then but steady enough to make a few calls. The first call I made to was to Alvin, "Gyn said that I got to be delivered now.." RESPOND from Alvin: "then how?" "then come now la. what u want me to do?" Guess he was feeling very lost as well. The second call I made was to Sara. "Sara, I need to be warded immediately my gyn said I am haveing dilution of 2cm.." HUH? really ah.. don't be scared hor.. we will be praying for you.. don't worry.." The third call I made was to my mum, " Ma, I am in hospital now.. gyn said that I need to delivery asap..." After a while, a nurse came along and push me on the wheelchair to the delivery ward. My giddy was feeling rather bad then but at least I know what happened.. Alvin joined me shortly in the delivery ward(rm 23) I can tell that he was feeling rather nervous then. They took my pressure, prick needles into my veins to get the stuff into my veins .. etc feeling terrible.. after bringing my pressure down, I was push to a four bedded ward. Alvin went back to work then as he need to wrap up some work before he could accompany me.. Since my gyn told us that they will only break the water bag the next day(25 May) Feeling bored and restless, I slept early that night since I need to delivery on the next day.
At 12am, a nurse came along and woke me up, you need to be push to the delivery ward to be delivery.. "huh? I though is the next day? 12 am.. is the next day already.. Gosh feeling rather scared, I quickly called up Alvin to come down. Once I am in the delivery ward (rm 11) I immediately request for the epidural before they can ever break my water bag. I was attended by a very nice nurse.. Thirul( hope I got her name correctly..) She made sure I was as comfortable as could be. Getting the epidural done, was quite a scary thing.. I have to curl up like a prawn while the an prick the long scary needle into my spin. ( Alvin saw the length of the needle, it was super long) The side effect that I got from it was a itchiness and chill all over my body.. Shortly, they broke my water bag. "2.5 cm,we have to induce you in order for you to dilute to 10cm." gosh from 2.5com to 10cm.. that is going to be a long wait.. From there, I was in a daze condition. Sleep woke up.. sleep woke up.. talk to alvin.. sleep woke up.. I could not get up to do my normal routine then since I am with tons of tubes and other stuff on me, hence I need to pass out my urine with the help of the nurse.They put in a tube in and press my urine out.. I can never forget the experience then.. The whole process drag on and on till next day about 3pm whereby they found that I was dilute for 9.5cm. I was in pain then.. and I need more pain killer, But Thirul were afraid that with the pain killer I will not be able to push enough.. Hence I had to withstand the pain till I gave birth. The pain lasted for two hours( that is according to Alvin) My gyn came and decided that they will use the forceps to help me delivery the baby as my pressure was on the high side.The pain was terrible, my gyn complained that I was not pushing enough but I did all I could to make the push. On the other hand, Alvin was supposed to take video clips of the process but he was so lost that he did not know how to operate the camera, I guess he had never seen so much blood in his life. Finally at 1500, Ernest Wan Koi Yan was born. and weighed 3.166kg!

Super bad day.

Had my appointment to see the gyn this morning. Damn it, I got to see the same gyn that I dislike very much. (i am on subside plan all the way, i did not choice to see a fix gyn ) lets just call her Dr L.A . The first time I seen her was on the , i was supposed to take a blood test which require me to fast. I did not do so then as nobody inform me. Hence i was sent to see the doctor. It took me two and a half hour wait in order to see her.. I was furious! What kind of stupid service is this? Then i came to realise that the quene number is based on the appointment time.. Fine then, it is not the doctor fault. When I went in, I gave my usual complaint, that I had the unusual discharge that kept pestering me. She assured me that it is normal since I was on medication previously. To me she just cant be bother..she just kept saying it is normal to have discharge, dispate the fact that i told her that it is itch and smelly. On the second visit that i see her again, (very unlucky so many doctor, got to see her again) this time round i got to wait for at least one and a half hour in order to see her. Way past the appointment time that was fixed for me. Looking around at other room quene number and I notice that they are seeing their patient on time. So exactly why she takes so long? Again after i went in i made my usual complaint. But this time round i lied to her saying that the discharge was itch and smelly,(it was smelly and very irriting only no itch.. ) and i insisted on the test. I can sense that she was rather unwilling to. But did it any way. I requested to buy the medicine first as I dont want to make another trip for the medicine. I made it very clear to her that i will only take the medicine if the result comes back postive. She said fine.. I even made a trip back to her room after paying to double check with her that they will call me back once the result is back as then i will then start the medicine. The nurse assure me that they will called if the result is postive and that if they dont call it means i am clear. Fine, i trust them on that. Today, the stupid gyn told me that i got the same problem as i did previously, and she had the cheek to say, just as i thought you have this infection. Screw you,i as a patient was the one who insist on having the test! I was damn furious as well as they did not called me to informed me about the problem and hence delay my treatment till today. Had a big fight with her asking her why they never called me? She just kept on insisting that she had issued the medicine hence she just assumed that i had taken it. What the fuck? I argued that i made it very clear to her that i will only take the medicine unless the result is postive! All she could said she was sorry.. Oh yah, the best part of her asking me which type of medication i prefer to have on the previous visit. Come on, you are the doctor, how would i know which type is a better one? Screw them! System so fucked up.. .(this is a public hos )

24 weeks and 3 days

I am 24 weeks and 3 days today. Went to see my gyn today. Mention to her a few problems that I had but it seems that I can't get a satisfied answer from them, feeling rather piss off with their services. Every illness has its own name, so don't give me such a unclear answer by just saying it is bacteria infection. It only makes me more worry, as in how will it affect my baby. Sign.. So fan..
Baby Ernest daddy is in aussie now.. He will be there till 25 jan.. Hope he is all well there.. Missing him a bit.. Guess baby ernest miss him too..