Ever since the relationship ended, my phone become somehow rather silent and unused. Not that much of phone calls and message any more. But then again, when I was with him my phone was never that busy as well, cause my circle of friends is never that big in the first place. But I never felt a bit lonely then cause I had him. Now, I began to feel extremely lonely and lost.. I dont know if he is still reading my Blog or not. He told me that he would, but after the last bad messaging coversation, he gave me the feeling that he hate me and somehow or rather he would not want to see or do anything that got to do with me... On the other hand, if all my thoughts are not true, and that he is still reading my Blog, I just let him to know that he will get my blessing for his next upcoming relationship. He will still be 'alive' and living in as part of me. But it will be only be as part of my memories... Let the past be written and the good times to be remembered...
