I manage to find the other half of the red capsule replacement. It was sold as a whole and not just half of it, so the newly half top piece is useless now. Though now that it looks as a whole, it will never be the one that was given to me because the other half will always be lost. The newly half piece represent the me now, as someone who need to start afresh. But all the good memories will be there, represented by the scratches on the top half piece. This red capsule will always be with me reminding of me of who I am supposed to be and to be better and to keep my memories alive. Somehow or rather, this red capsule also represent my present relationship with him, which is - friends are what we are now. Deep down me, my heart aches like hell, I dont know if it will always be aching or not..but I guess it will take a long time before it will ever be healed. For me now, I have learned to stand up on my feet, but it is going to take a while before I ever learn to walk.
