It is 7.12am, a fresh new day. Some how or rather, my heart still ache.
Recalling my action and behaviour, I began to realise that alll the traits
resemble someone who he knows. A person who was full of jealousy and a little bit of self inferior complex.In the end he turns out to be out of control and dangerous..
(Don't worry , I will not turn out to be dangerous)
Can't really blame me to turn out this way, how would one feel if the other keep on unconsciously mentioning about someone' name in every small detail?
I swallowed it up in my stomach, I knew that there was nothing going on between them though, but I feel uncomfortable. The least I could do is to tell him nicely that "Hey I don't feel uncomfortable about .." the whole thing, I hope that things can improve but this does not means that you two can't meet up any more
But in the end he took it that I don't trust him and made the girl felt bad...
I am not here to blame anybody, not him, not her or me.I am not the judge or god here. There is too many gray areas in this problem(From what I see..)
But then again, I felt that my bond with him have being rob away. Gone are the days whereby we used to share ideas and goals and feelings. There is a serious breaking down communcation here. Is it me or him? For all I know, we can fix the problem and that is if he wants to or not...
