The sun began to set, the and clouds seems to be flying low. The sun breeze got so stronge that I am begining to feel very cold. Very relieved that I brought along my blue giordano jacket to keep myself warm.. Getting to feel a bit lonely here as I see couples and family by the sea side, enjoying the their evening. It make me wonder if they are happy to be here or that they do not have a choice.. A SQ plane just flied by low, given me an urge of taking a plane to run away from this small little island. Any where, let me just go to any place, a place where I can forget all my problems. I am very tired too.. Tired of meeting up with died lines for asserment, tired of being cash strip every month, tired of being nobody. But in the past, by the end of the week, I feel relieved and safe as I had him with me then.. And now, I can only have him within my heart. I guess, it is not important that you must 'own' that someone. As long as that someone is happy and safe out there, you will be happy as well. Wishing you the best..