I lost half the capulse that he gave it to me. It is a red capulse, whereby you can screw it out and put in a note.
I felt very frighted, a surge of feeling came flowing up and made known to me that this relationship may end.
I made a call to him, he refused to take my call,leaving me not chosen but to message him.
"I like to ask you if you have come up with a decision.".
To my horror, his decision is, he don't want to carry on anymore.
I am totally lost.
He hope that we still can be as friends, and I told him that it will be pretty hard,
as I will always be carrying that torch for him. He said that he will be there for me if I were to ever need his help.
But then again, it will never be the same.
I know that I have to be stronge, I have to stand up again. I guess we still can be friends.
Though things have changed, I just like you to know that you are the best boyfriend I ever have.
Hence,I wish that we still can be friends...
At this point, my friends are important to me, but I noticed that there is a lot of things I have missed out while I was with him. I have lost touch with a lot of my friends.. I am very determind now that I should contact my friends more often!
Tomorrow will be a brand new day.. I don't know how my fate will leave me to, but I guess, life still have to go on..
PS: I know that my English sucks.. please beared with me.. trying very hard to improve it.
